Hi guys my name is Lee and i've just joined. Basically my life has fallen apart because of a girl, i knew her for 11 years on the internet, i went to visit her and she treated me like dirt. I'm not a mentally strong person and ever since i came home from the holiday i've started drinking (i'm on a litre of premium strength vodka a day). I work a normal full time every day job which i'm finding really hard to hold right now because of my drinking problem. I'm getting really bad pains in my stomach area lately but each day i say to myself "its just a woman'' and that i need to snap out of it but its not working, i work my job and the bad feeling goes away by 12pm and i say to myself its ok, i can go home and buy another bottle and it'll be ok. But its not working anymore . I'm really considering suicide now, my body feels really really tired and i cant stand it anymore, please can someone help or point me in the right direction, i just want someone to talk to. :-( Please help me for my familys sake. please.