Hi. I just joined. Actually still waiting to be approved, by the time this posts I will be I guess though. I'm a 29 year old, married (barely), mother of one and there is so much going on I just don't know where else to turn. I want to write about what is happening to share my story and somehow get help or support or something but I'm not really sure where to post it. I have been suicidal on and off for a very long time but more recent events have put me back on and I don't know what to do. My only, and I mean only, reason for living is my son right now and not being selfish enough to take away his mother from him. He is my world and I am his. So I started cutting and hurting myself again. At least that's something I can do. There is just so many things and there's so much hurt, I just want to talk to someone. I really have no one to talk to at all. Should I post more about my situation somewhere else? Should I bother? There are so many people on here, I'll just be another one, would anyone actually care. I really don't know what to do anymore.