I live in a country where people like me are considered lunatics, weirdos, sinners, losers. I first thought of killing myself when I was 8 because my mother didn't love me. Now I'm 24 and have not sought for help for the fear of being laughed at. I am too scared of seeing a doctor and only to be rejected and laughed at. And to have my problems called petty. And to have people just call me an attention seeker. I need help. I want to die. Please. Please. Please. Please help me. Please dont laugh at me. Please listen.