So.. what to say...where to possibly start? I guess I can say that lately I've been dealing with lots of depression and thoughts of suicide.(This has caused me to hit/cut and hurt myself a lot) I don't really know the exact reason for it..but I'm searching for the source of my unhappiness. I know one could be the fact that I really have any friends but one..she tries her best to help me but I know I put a burden on her. I mean I once threatened suicide to her. Idk how she must feel about that. I also don't have much going for me...no job and I've been doing horribly in college. So I figure why not express myself to people who can relate or help. I don't know how many of you can relate, I know some of you might have much worse issues and problems and to those my heart goes out to you. *Hugs* My real name is Patrick for those who care..