Hi, I'm unsure as to how to introduce myself as I'm new to forums as well as to here. I'm 22 and from England. I have a history of sexual abuse, anorexia and self harm. Over the past several weeks/months I've been getting lower and lower but I'm scared of doctors and I don't want to hurt those closest to me anymore. I've disappointed them enough over the years. I'm not sure where to turn anymore.