Hi I'm new on here. Feeling low, won't go into detail. I have a set of circumstances which are unusual, I'm a psychiatric nurse, I work with suicidal patients & I've had commendations for saving lives. I know I've made a difference. None of that stops me feeling this way, which is why my name on here is irrational. Most people who know me would say I'm super rational! I think the job makes things worse actually. Anyway, glad to be a member. I have suicidal thoughts every day, in response to something or in response to nothing. I hope that I can help some of you on here & be helped also. I have no relationships, professional or private, where I can talk about this. Thanks for reading.