hi i dont knw what to do anymore, im 16 yr old girl from the united kingdom and a month ago i tried 2 kill myself i took lots of paracetmol and alchol. I just dont knwo what to do anymore i just want to do it again, my dad used 2 hit my mum and he eventually cheated on her and they split i dont see him alot and hes really agressive. I have a boyfriend of 10 months and we were engaged but he broke it off with me, we are still together but he hardly ever wants to see me anymore, my friends have all left me, when i was 14 i was locked in a room by a boy i thought was my friend and he tried 2 abuse me, my friends said they believed me but now they have nothing to do with me. my family dont care they just think i am spoilt and lookin for attention, but i need help i tell my boyfriend and he just says i dont believe u or do it then. I sit there everyday thinking of ways to do it, about an hour ago i was going to stab myself but i didnt want to leave my mum to see me, i need help please dont ignore me or say i am attention seeking thsi is a last resort i just cant see the point in being alive, i give so much to people and they always hurt me my boyfriend has hurt me my family my friends i have no one but myself.