Hi. I'd rather not say my name, but you can call me Verity. I chose my ID because it means truth, which seems to be the thing missing most in my life. I've been depressed for almost 10 years and I don't do any extreme self harm, but I do scratch and other types... I'm pregnant so I'm trying to keep myself from such things at the moment. I have a daughter who will be one year old in November 2011. I can't explain everything I've been through in one message, but I can say it makes me feel like I can't trust anyone and like something is wrong with me to make people the way they are around me. I just hope I can work on my views of the world and how it affects my views of myself before my second child is delivered. Thanks..:turtle: I just think the turtle is nice. xoxo