I sort of feel like I've been leading a terrible double life for a really long time, and I was in a very dark place place because of it. But, now that I've let all that go, I don't know who to turn to. I had my best friends to support me and they were my family. But, in the last couple months, I realized that part of the lies were because I was so afraid to be judged by those friends that I had for so very long. I was sort of de-friended from the group when I broke up with a boyfriend ages ago, and now don't really have anyone to turn to. I need people who care and love me for who I am, and not who they want me to be. Everything seems to be going downhill, and I really can't be alone anymore. Hopefully this can be a new start, and I can try and be a better person, and not feel isolated, alone, and start trying to break myself out of this depression. I really just need people who care and will support me, and I want to care and support people who understand. Very willing, and at this point incredibly desperate, Adverbial.