Hi all I hope this is ok to post I'm feeling awful depressed and at the end of my tether. Everything is screwed up and i can't deal with it anymore and feel like why should I have to. I don't have anyone to turn to. Doctors are useless they throw pills at me like that's the solution to everything. Deal with your emotions they say. The next minute they're prescribing pills to mask them. My family live abroad and think depression is all attention seeking and self pity. My boyfriend left me in this place on my own not knowing a soul all because he can't understand what's wrong with me. He doesn't really care and why should he? Suicide is so appealing to me these months and I'm obsessing about it. I feel so alone.