Hey, just wanted to introduce myself. Not comfortable with leaving my name just yet. My best friend killed himself last April after a fight we had. I have been completely devestated by this, obviously....Lately I have been shutting it out as much as possible because I feel so guilty. I also feel like no one wants to hear it anymore....like, I had my time to grieve....and I should be "over it" by now. I know none of my friends would ever say that to me...I guess its my own insecurity/guilt/whatever. I just miss him more than anything in the world....it hurts really really bad.