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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by foxwithwings13, Jul 9, 2009.

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  1. foxwithwings13

    foxwithwings13 Well-Known Member

    Well I just joined this site it looks pretty good :)
    So... about me... hmm well I'm Ariel, a 16 year old girl.
    I've been diagnosed with several various types of anxiety disorders (some mild some more severe). I think it's very possible I may have depression as well... or something similar to it anywayz. A lot of my body is covered in scars from SI. I have that one compulsive skin picking disorder (i forget what it's called) And cutting as well, although I just started cutting again ( I stopped for 3 years). It's extreamly for me to make friends, and I've yet to keep a lasting frienship.. actually i just lost my only close friend. I've always been the "weak" girl so I'm a victim of alot of harrassment at school. I've also been struggling with my sexual orientation for years... i'm fairly certain I'm not straight, I'm "closeted" to my family. At the moment I'm also having a struggle with being angry at God for things...
    And, well as far as the suicide thing goes... I'm not even sure If i'm exactly suicidal (thats one of the reasons I've joined this forum :) ) But the thoughts I've been having have been scaring me alot! When I get extreamly depressed or a surge of anger I'll have suicidal thoughts. And I got to the point a few days ago and I really scared myself because I had to seriously restrain myself from trying to attempt drowning..
    But anyways.. that's why I'm here :)
  2. Confusticated

    Confusticated Well-Known Member

    Welcometo sf :hugtackles: We are just one big family here, we all help eachother, and that includes you now. Hope you set in well, and find the help you need.
    Always here for everyone, just ask ok =] only a pm away.
  3. triggs

    triggs Account Closed

    hi Arial :hug: welcome to SF!
    i hope ou find all the help and support you need here :smile:
    triggs xx
  4. Little_me

    Little_me Well-Known Member

    Welcome Ariel! :rose:
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    welcome to sf ariel :hug:
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forums Ariel!! I'm sure you will make friends here easy enough.. There are alot of great people here..Take Care!!
  7. foxwithwings13

    foxwithwings13 Well-Known Member

    Thanks so much you guys for making me feel welcome ^-^
  8. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Welcome to Sf Ariel :)
  9. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    Hiya, hun! Welcome to SF! I hope you find the support you want.
  10. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF Ariel.

    :hug: xx
  11. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF Ariel. I am glad you are here. :shake: :hug:
  12. foxwithwings13

    foxwithwings13 Well-Known Member

    Thank you :biggrin:
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