Hi everyone. I've seen forums like this in the past, and I'm sure I'm like all of you, never saw myself coming here to share. I'm not sure why I'm here because I've pretty much made my decsicion. I go tomorrow to purchase the things I need to end my life. My god, I hurt so bad right now. I've been crying for the better part of two weeks straight. I feel disorientated and having a hard time doing simple things. I don't want help. I do want to share my feelings, but I guess I'm just confused right now. I've never wanted to die like I do right now.