heyyy... thanks for ur replay. im not well... :awww:
u know, im from uk. i loved a girl, she fucked me up. i loved another one, she fucked me up even more. now i find myself gettin old realising ill never have anyone in my life. thats so frustrating. i had plans, had opportunities. its been a lot about my dough, i was trying for it. but nothing, no result what so ever.
now i have a friend i can help to get into this country, but i wonder, will he just fuck me up as everyone else did?
dunno what to do.
all i ever needed
all i ever wanted
all i ever dreamt of
its gone
dead n gone
only the pain left. endless, growing pain. i simply want it to stop. thats it, u know. i dont want much more than that. i cant jump off the building, cant jump in front of the train. i have a gun, but cant use it. im a coward i guess. im afraid to hurt myself but not die n suffer even more afterwards. i dunno what to do. i cant think of a way to kill myself, but i cant think of a way to live neither. m so lost