Hello Suicide Forum.. Same story as everyone else, but I will introduce me. I'm Fidde, living in Sweden. A gamer, Metalcore/Death Metal vocalist. I found this forum today (well, night for me :huh: ) I have suicidal thoughts, depressed, coffe-holic, drinking problems (I don't drink every day. but it easily comes out of control..) And to be honest, I came here to find a helping hand.. to talk with people who understand, that have been through the same shit I'm in now. All this started when I was 13 or something.. I don't remember. But since then nothing have been enough to make me happy.. I've had moments of joy, with friends, but everything disappear right after, and I seal myself away from reality, go to my own world, were I can do what I want.. I hope that you will not reject me because I'm from Sweden or anything.. Thanks for reading.