So here I am. Just(already?)18. I'm no cutter or the self-harming type and I've never had this kind of experience. When I was 13 I started struggling with depression - it finished when I turned 16 and... yeah, that's it I could easily find a number of reasons right now for the return of this mood, but after this "dark" episode I found some things which make me want to live. Yeah, now that's it.