Yea, hi there.. I joined so I can talk without hurting my friends anymore. I'm confused, upset, and sometimes want to die. I do little but stay in bed for a few days every so often if something in my relationships (friends and parents) sets me off because I blame myself and then get scared because I don't want things to get ruined. Not that I do much else with my time anyway. I'm in one of those moments right now, and it's really sad for me. It'd be nice to get better but I always give up or don't try at all..