hi. I suffer from severe depression. also bipolar. I've wanted to kill myself since I was 10. but I am afraid of pain. these past few days have been hell. I really think i'm going to kill myself this time. a friend rejected me, she was someone who made me happy. she blocked me from her facebook. and I can't get over it. I have learned that no one understands me. and I will always feel lonely. so that is why I will end my life. I don't want to live in pain anymore.