Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Lauramarie, Aug 10, 2013.

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  1. Lauramarie

    Lauramarie Member

    It sounds bad to say its nice to hear others understand, but it's nice to Not be alone. You can't explain to people hating yourself so intensely. They think you are trying to get attention or will just get over it. I am a huge disappointment to my family. I will be 40 next month and have nothing to show for my life. I see good people with lots to live for dying of cancer or other things and wish I could give my life to them. I have fantasized about dying for years. I could never bring myself to do it. Even now I have letters written to my Dad and bf. Do you know what? As I write this and pour out the pain in my heart to strangers he is right across from me watching porn. That's how disgusting I am he'd rather do that than be with me. He loves me but has no attraction to me. Yet I am such a loser I stay!!!! I know I need to make changes I just have no idea how
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi Lauramarie it is good to talk to people who understand. I am sorry you are so sad I do hope you keep talking to us ok YOu are NOT a loser hun no way ok you are just someone suffering and who needs help and support of people who will not judge you hugs
  3. Mr Stewart

    Mr Stewart Well-Known Member

    Hello Lauramarie. Welcome to SF. Impossible to explain, indeed it is. That is part of the reason we are here. To have a place where everyone already knows how that goes and explanation not necessary.

    Take care and be safe.
  4. Lauramarie

    Lauramarie Member

    Thank you :)
  5. meaningless-vessel

    meaningless-vessel Well-Known Member

    Hello and welcome.

    Feel free to post around where you feel comfortable doing so. Also there is a chat room for real-time interaction with some members who use it (if you feel up to it of course).
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