So, this is my first time ever doing anything like this but I don't know where else to turn. Two years ago i was in an accident that destroyed my shoulder. They have tried twice to fix it and have had no success. The pain is intense and i have five daughters and i cant even play with them anymore. Every surgeon i see wont touch me and refuses to help me. I am at my wits end and cant handle living life like this any more. I dont want to do this any more. Everyone would be better if i was gone. including my wife and children. I cant even find a pain doctor willing to look at me. My shoulder is literally hanging out of socket OUT of socked and sitting on nerves and bone. I was hoping i could throw this out there and maybe find some help before i find another method of dealing with my anguish. I live in prescott Arizona and i have no light to the end of this tunnel. If i dont find help i can promise that i will just get rid of it the easy way.