I have never tried a site like this before, but I am so tried of myself. I have been treated for depression on and off for twenty five years now and still can not get a grasp on living. Tired of the thoughts and feelings that I have. Tired of not wanting to live again. Have spent the last three years isolating more and more. Can not communicate with anyone as I am always a burden, always need help. Medicated again and the ones that were helpful in the past no longer work. Unable to work now for over six months and can hardly get out of the house. Hopefully I can try using this site to help turn things around, again. Thank you.