Hi im new guess thats why posting here. Im just trying to find some understanding from people who have been through or are going through the same things i am right now. Ive called the hotlines and I'm trying to get back on medication. Yes thanks for all the threads to help with that. Ive just recently tried my eighth suicide attempt. Obviously it failed miserably. I tried therapy and i ended up with a therapist that really shouldn't be helping people. I hope maybe with some support ill be able to become better myself. Im just tired of life but ive also come to realize that i have two people who need me more than my own misery.