I created an account almost exactly one year ago. I've never posted before. I have a lot of trouble talking about myself and opening up to people. I'm terrible at expressing myself too. It's been affecting my relationship lately though. I feel like I haven't been myself lately, or more appropriately I've been nervous and mopey lately and I take it out on my boyfriend. Well, we're actually on a break now and I don't know if he'll want to get back together....and I'm worried about it but we're not talking this week and it's overwhelming for me....I'm not even sure what to say I just wanted to finally start posting here.