Discussion in 'Welcome' started by crystaltears, Oct 30, 2014.

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  1. crystaltears

    crystaltears Member

    Hi I am new here , and trying to keep myself on track.
    I am 25 and as long as i can remember I have felt disconnected from myself.
    the earliest attempts I ever made on ending my life were at the age of 5,
    and Im honestly not sure why anymore. I just remember always feeling like i was an inconvenience nobody wanted to deal with.
    I was always in trouble as a child and tormented by my peers and even teachers.

    I haven't attempted in over 5 years, but the hurt from the previous attempts and reasons why i attempted are still there.

    I want to move as far away from doing anything like that again,
    and I believe in order to do so I first must face my pain head on.
    I want to know why , if that makes any sense.

  2. nararabbit

    nararabbit Active Member

    Welcome crystaltears! I am also an early attempter, starting at age 5. So I do feel you. Personally I have bipolar disorder that drives my suicidal attempts. Have you seen a psychotherapist or psychiatrist in the last year?

    You are in the right place. This is a very supportive community and we are here for you!
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi and welcome to the forums! I am 25 too. Sorry to hear you attempted (at all) but at the age of 5, omg! So sad!

    I hope you find SF helps you :)
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