Hey im new joined last night thought id say hi. Im not really good at this stuff, im more of a listener. Im lyn, im 27, been depressed since I was a teenager, I used to self harm, stopped for afew years but have started again and the suicidal thoughts are back. I hate feeling like this, words cant even explain me properly so I just give up. I find it hard to tell people how I feel so they dont understand or I end up pushing them away. My life is nothing and I can see it getting worse, I know it needs to change I hope being on here is the first good step.