Never done this before. Not used to this sort of thing. But I've tried most other things and I came across this site when looking at methods so I guess I was lead here for a reason. I know that rationally I've felt like this before and I've come out the other end before too but I've been in this darkness for what feels like months now. I was diagnosed with dysthymia last year... A cheerful diagnosis that basically means I'm depressed most of the time and when I'm 'hyper' that's actually me being normal. I'd never heard of it before and when I read up on it I realised how accurate it is... Perpetually sad and on the verge of losing the most important thing in my life (my gf) ... Or at least that's what my mind keeps telling me... Ugh. It would be nice to have someone to chat to that understands but, who isn't family so I don't feel like I'm burdening them even more..