I'm new. Family problem. Physical abused since I was small. Youngest child in family. Now I stay on my own because I'm scared of my family. Always suicidal (because of family problem). People asked me to move forward, forget the past, but my soul is so empty. Nothing interest me. I'm waiting myself to die everyday. I just hoping that someone can relate and understand. That's is enough for me to continue survive until the day I die. I'm sorry if this post is troubling you.