i'm new here. my name is tee... and i'm not very good at writing these things. ummm... so my story isn't important and i know a lot of people have had it 100x worse than me so i wont go into detail because i will look like a fool. i suffer from regular suicidal thoughts, but most people that know me in real life think i'm happy. it's amazing what a smile can hide. ---> so yeah... i kind of resorted to the internet for self help because i'm extremely fed up of feeling this way, and i don't want to! i should probably tell i've practically been housebound for 8 years and that i'm a worthless neet. :kool: so yeah... hi!