Hi !

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by brunnhilda, Jan 21, 2007.

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  1. brunnhilda

    brunnhilda New Member

    hi there! i´m new here, i´ve been reading posts for a couple of days and finally decided to introduce myself.
    i suppose i´ll try to sum up my story so that you can understand why is it that i´m here.
    the idea of suicide has been on my mind for nearly six years, i´m 21 next week, but it was never so strong as now. i must recognize i have some good days, today is one of them, or at least i´m.....mmm...stable..??
    by the beggining of last year i was really depressed, i thought i was at the end of it and started thinking more seriously about killing myself, but then som things happened, i met people that made me realize it wasn´t necessary to be so extreme.
    i was doing pretty well, having bad days as everyone i guess, and the most horrible thing happened to me, my father killed himself ( i can´t avoid bursting into tears because it´s like writing about turns it completely real)
    since that day everything has been nothing but shit, sometimes i´m calmed like today but sometimes i get so....i don´t know how to describe it, i hurt myself, i hit and throw things...and sometimes i´m scared of myself.
    i just hope this will help at least to release all this horrible grief inside of me and understand i´m not the only one feeling horrible all the time.
  2. BeenThere

    BeenThere Guest

    Well it is great to see you Brunn.I hope you find what you are looking for here :)
  3. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    hey welcome to the forum, here we all try to help each other so don´t hesitate in pm me at any time. i´ve been hurting myself since last 4 years so i know how you feel, because suicide has been on my mind since i´ve started, but this year has getting worse. i don´t know if you´ve read the sticky in the self harm section called before you cut read (or something like that) i recomend you to read it, if you don´t hurt yourself to often, you still can stop it. well i´m here whenever you need to talk or let it all out. take care and once again welcome!!;)
  4. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF. I am glad you found us. I look forward to seeing you around.
  5. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni


  6. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    welcome to the forum =)
  7. Tearsalone

    Tearsalone Well-Known Member

    Hey welcome to SF, *hugs*

    I will be your poster this morning, remember you can talk to be or anyone else here anytime you want, someones pretty much here 24/7.

    Hope to speak to you soon,
    Katie. (el diablo to some people.)
  8. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni


    Welcome to Suicide Forum hun. I am glad you decided to join. I am sure you will get the support you need and friendship. You can never have too many friends, I am up for being your friend if you'd like to. And.. even thogh I don't know you, I am very proud of your from joining, it shows effort and strength in your part. If you ever need anything just let me know and if I can't help you I will find someone who can. There is still hope, joining this forum prooves it. Try and hang in there hun... We're here for you anytime, wether you need to talk, vent feelings, support, friendship, just want to chat... Advice and etc....

    I'm sending you hugs your way... :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

  9. poisonedresistance

    poisonedresistance Well-Known Member

    hello and welcome,,,,,

    i hope you find what you need babe!!!!

    take care of you!
  10. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Hello and welcome to the forum :smile:

    Hope to see you around :wink:

  11. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Hi and welcome to the forum :)

    Glad to have you with us

    Take care and hope to see you around

  12. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Welcome to the forum!!:smile:

    love and hugs,

  13. BrokenPieces

    BrokenPieces Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum...

    Love BP
  14. Jodi

    Jodi Staff Alumni

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