I'm new and I'm weary with life, I cant see the positives anymore I feel I'm going to die alone, I've never had a relationship no matter how hard I try no one wants me, I'm actually ffed up with my family too, they actually grind me down, but at the same time I no longer care.
I feel that I wont ever have children either because I'm repellent, I'm an outsider looking in all the time, I wish I had the guts to end it, as I want to die rather than continue with this shitty, crappy life that's been handed to me, I never asked for any of this yet I've tried and tried and tried to change myself and something keeps dragging me back.
Sorry for the rant
I feel that I wont ever have children either because I'm repellent, I'm an outsider looking in all the time, I wish I had the guts to end it, as I want to die rather than continue with this shitty, crappy life that's been handed to me, I never asked for any of this yet I've tried and tried and tried to change myself and something keeps dragging me back.
Sorry for the rant