ive been dealing with suicide for three yrs im 16 and hurting so bad inside i want help but my parents wont help me. everyone i get close to my mom manages to tear me or that person away. i feel like im a waste of everything. everydays become a fight to stay alive and i dont want to fight anymore. im not allowed to talk to my school counciler or social worker if i do i get kicked out.im alone and im scared.