I don't know what I am doing. My husband left me back in November after almost 25 years married. I have had a history of depression, anxiety & agoraphobia. I was raped just after I met him and had no idea it would come to affect my life and cause me so many issues. I have been suicidal for years and years. Depression, anxiety and then agoraphobia and those issues would cause me to lash out and just be horrible to my husband. He always supported me but one day it became to much and he left. We are legally separated and I finally got therapy but I am broke, I have not worked in 20 years, I am overweight. I have no friends, no family, I have nobody but my dogs. I don't feel like I am living. I am almost 49 and have nothing and nobody and I can't take it anymore. people said it will get better well its been since november and its not gotten better. I wish I could fall asleep and not wake up. I am diabetic and stopped taking meds, I just don't care any more. <mod edit - method> don't know what to do to end this. I dont even know why im writing this here.
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