Discussion in 'Welcome' started by lost_soul, May 6, 2007.
i'm scared. don't know what to do???
What are you scared of?
Hey hun, welcome to SF.
Wanna tell us whats up???
Take care x
Welcome to SF. I know how when you feel bad enough to join a suicide forum that you feel alone, but please know you can be yourself here you won't be judged and shunned, I am looking forward to seeing you around. If you need a friend or someone to talk to feel free to contact me. :hug:
Welcome to SF. What are you scared of hun? :hug:
:welcome: to SF. Would you care to share with us what has you frightened? :hug:
i am scared of life. my best friend died in 1998 and i have just been blowing inthe wind since then. the only thing i had going for me was i was on parole. i am now off it. what i am so scared of is the fact that i do not know how to live life. my whole life has revolved around drugs and prison for so long, and now i am clean from drugs, and don't have prison to fall back on if all else fails. that is what i am scared of. not having the safety line. it freaks me out. i have a job that i really don't like, i live in a town that sucks, and i have no friends to speak of except my roommate. i can't even talk to him about some of the shit that is going thru my head. i already know how i am going to die. a drug overdose. heroin. i pretty much lost all interest in life when melodie died, the onlhy hting that kept me going was drugs. they were my antidepressant. now i don't even have them.
i am also scared of being successful, paying my bills, keeping my house, car, etc... i just don't know what todo. i don't know.