Discussion in 'Welcome' started by jcat, May 6, 2007.
i'm scared. don't know what to do???
What are you scared of?
Hey hun, welcome to SF.
Wanna tell us whats up???
Take care x
Welcome to SF. I know how when you feel bad enough to join a suicide forum that you feel alone, but please know you can be yourself here you won't be judged and shunned, I am looking forward to seeing you around. If you need a friend or someone to talk to feel free to contact me. :hug:
Welcome to SF. What are you scared of hun? :hug:
:welcome: to SF. Would you care to share with us what has you frightened? :hug:
i am scared of life. my best friend died in 1998 and i have just been blowing inthe wind since then. the only thing i had going for me was i was on parole. i am now off it. what i am so scared of is the fact that i do not know how to live life. my whole life has revolved around drugs and prison for so long, and now i am clean from drugs, and don't have prison to fall back on if all else fails. that is what i am scared of. not having the safety line. it freaks me out. i have a job that i really don't like, i live in a town that sucks, and i have no friends to speak of except my roommate. i can't even talk to him about some of the shit that is going thru my head. i already know how i am going to die. a drug overdose. heroin. i pretty much lost all interest in life when melodie died, the onlhy hting that kept me going was drugs. they were my antidepressant. now i don't even have them.
i am also scared of being successful, paying my bills, keeping my house, car, etc... i just don't know what todo. i don't know.