Although Ive just taken my nightly knockout dose of meds I figured I'd say hi and introduce myself. I've been lurking here a bit and its seems like youre a really supportive nice group of people. Ill do my best to be supportive too.. Im actually back in school to be a psychologist but have a ways to go before I graduate. I figure if I can conquer my craziness I will probably be able to help people, having been in their shoes and all. For a while I was really really going to ctb, I had it mostly planned but then decided against it when my daughhter ran into some trouble. (She is 15) He dad passed away so Im all she has and so Ive decided I have to fight this. Though, I do still have my share of days when I begin to reconsider. Anyway, thats my story and Im sticking to it Nice to meet you all.