Age 16, boy, Washington State, thats me. I alway's try to keep the feeling of sadness down by trying to be funny, but only on MSN. In real life I have social anxiety and can't do anything funny. Ever, though I really want to. I hate cut's, and medicine is too uncertain way of suicide, so my plan since I was in the 1st grade was to wait until I could by a gun and kill myself then. I don't even remember ever getting a hug in my entire life. You people probablly know pain more than me, I've been here a couple times, felt like I should finally register. Hope to get to know you guys a little better.