Hi, my name is Eric. I live in Detroit Michigan. I'm posting here because I found this site on a search engine and i've been thinking of Suicide for quite some time now, so I figure hey why not try something new. So here I am posting. I'm 17 years old and i've been suicidal since I was 14. Ever since I was 14 my life has been in a downhill spiral from loving people I cant love, from losing loved ones, to feeling that I have ruined my life. I having seemingly been through it all. I have previously tried to comit suicide, from cutting myself, to droping numerous amounts of pills at once. I don't really know what i'm doing here, so if anyone has any questions feel free to ask them i'm not a shy person.