hey, i really dont know what to say. im new here and looking for help. i am going through depression, have been for about 3 years now. delt with a drinking problem and drug problem.ive been suicidal in the past and am trying to pull myself up now, which is good in the sense that i found this website. my whole depression thing started over a break up with a fiance and trying to deal with all that.ive had alot of other things happen in my life and the last 3 years.i just want help i suppose.hard thing for me to swallow, cause ive been trying on my own.well thanks for listening and reading this and hope i can not only get the help i need but give some back.