Discussion in 'Welcome' started by cupiononesse, Dec 7, 2007.

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  1. cupiononesse

    cupiononesse Active Member

    I didn't really think I needed any help to deal with how I feel, but yesterday I got drunk and decided to buy £50 of cocaine (which I have never used before), and used it all alongside all the prescription medication I could find. Mostly allergy medicine and codeine...hence it not doing very much...

    I also often stand in the middle of busy roads, but I tend to think of my family and friends and move on before anything hits me...

    I just can't stand the world. I look at people sometimes and just feel sick to my stomach, and then I'm disgusted with myself for thinking I'm better than them. everything's just so mechanical and predictable and grey all the way through...so I figured I could do with talking to some people who feel similarly to me.

  2. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    Hi ya

    Welcome to SF. I hope you find the help you so badly need here.

    Hope to see you around, If you need to talk I am here most days.

  3. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni


    Welcome to SF and I hope you start to feel better soon :smile:
  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    welcome to the forum :hug:
  5. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum. I am sure you will find people to share with here. take care and stay safe. :hug:
  6. :hug:
    It's good that you've reached out here. We are listening and you're not alone.
    God Bless
  7. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Welcome :) Please don't use cocaine again. It will leave you addicted and broke.
  8. Hazibell

    Hazibell Well-Known Member

    welcome to SF, i hope you can find some support here and please dont do cocaine nemore, you can lose a lot of people through that and noone wants to lose you.
  9. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF :smile:

    I'm sure you'll find people who have been through similar experiences to you and feel a similar way about life - you are not alone. Hope to see you around the forum

    Take care and stay safe
  10. Puddytat

    Puddytat Well-Known Member

    :welcome: to SF
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