Hello everybody I have been suicidal since I was 13. It still continues to this day. I was doing better on meds, but my meds got messed up and it hasnt been fixed yet. They keep bringing the wrong meds. I have been dx'd with bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, OCD, ADD, PTSD and GAD w/ PA I am going thru a rough time right now and was hoping to get some support here. I am very isolated from people and have no friends. I have been in a relationship with a very caring supportive person, but I went manic and made some mistakes so right now I guess we are taking a break. We talk to each other everyday. I am hoping if I can get stabilized on my meds (invega 3 mg, zoloft 50 mg and eventually lamictal again 100 mg) I can come to offer support to other people. I think better when I am medicated. I hope I can make some friends here and return the favor. thanks for listening.