Hello everyone,
I am 24 years old and feel like I am stuck in a big fat hole. I have been hospitalized 5 times in the last 6 months after various sucide attempts. I am scared because I've always had these suicidal feelings and never acted on them until the last 6 months. The self harm has been there forever.
I feel all alone as I have a family who is trying to understand but just doesnt get it. They ask why cant you snap out of it. I always feel on verge of relapse after I leave the hospital and wonder to myself sometimes why dont they just lock me away some where forever.
thanks for listening,
emack
I am 24 years old and feel like I am stuck in a big fat hole. I have been hospitalized 5 times in the last 6 months after various sucide attempts. I am scared because I've always had these suicidal feelings and never acted on them until the last 6 months. The self harm has been there forever.
I feel all alone as I have a family who is trying to understand but just doesnt get it. They ask why cant you snap out of it. I always feel on verge of relapse after I leave the hospital and wonder to myself sometimes why dont they just lock me away some where forever.
thanks for listening,
emack