Discussion in 'Welcome' started by No_Angel, Jun 5, 2008.

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  1. No_Angel

    No_Angel Member

    Hi !
    My name is Iva (it means Willow:) ,i'm 22 years- old,from Bulgaria.
    It's really difficult to write about myself 'cause I don't know what exactly is my problem.
    I'll start from the beginning - 8 years ago my family had to sell our apartment and it was very difficult for me.It was my first year at high-school and my schoolmates hated me,and I really didn't know why.
    One day after school I went home ,locked in my room,took my mother's pills(she suffered high blood pressure ) and drank all of them.It wasn't a cry for help-I truly wanted to die and deep in my heart I hate my parents for saving me.
    The whole family pretended that nothing had happened,come on,we were too perfect to have a suicidal daughter.
    I lived in the shadow of the perfect big sister so I tried hard at school,I wanted to be perfect.
    Then I started having eating problems - everything from anorexia,bulimia,etc.
    I still fight them everyday of my life-sometimes I win sometimes I lose...
    Right now I'm losing,I couldn't take my exams at university,I lost my friends,I disappointed everyone..
    I'm triyng hard to get my life together,but it's falling apart..I want to believe that I'm strong enough,that this pain inside me will finally go away.
  2. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF, Iva!! :hug:
  3. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    If you give yourself a fighting chance, really throw yourself at life, you'll find that you are strong enough and that you can be happy

    Welcome to the forum
  4. Anju

    Anju Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum, Iva

    I think if you want to believe you are strong enough, you can be in time. I hope being on here helps the pain to go away :hug:
  5. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF Iva. I hope we are able to give you the support you need. :hug:
  6. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member


    Sometimes all we really need is a break. Some time to relax and get away from reality.
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum iva :arms:
  8. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    welcome to SF x
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