Hello everyone, found you through google trying to find someone to talk to. I am TheGirlWho, I have been suffering from depression for at least 5 years, SH, alcohol/drugs trying to block out my life to no avail. I am on medication at the moment which is barely working, but I am trying to keep going. I have been very reclusive lately, just leaving the house to go to work, it is becoming a struggle to do anything else at all. The last time I managed to get excited about anything was so long ago I can't remember it. Anyway, sorry to be such a downer, just wanted to introduce myself and hope to find some friends here who understand. - TGW.