Hi

[lonelymortal]

What's the best way to introduce myself ? Just another lonely, lost, broken human.. my friends are all long gone or dead, my family is non-existent, no girlfriend, just one lonely mortal. I have no one to talk to in real life, always completely alone, drowning in my silent despair. Tired of hypocrites, self-righteousness, liars, etc..
I'm an athiest, someone who enjoys drinking, getting high and spending hours on the computer playing games, doing anything to keep me occupied until my demise. Whatever, man. I'm not sure whether I want to live or not these days. I''m just a shadow of my former self.. I can't relate to humans anymore.. just waiting for death to come and sweep me away.

 

[LenaLunacy]

Hey. I know how you feel to a certain extent. Feel free to pm if you need to chat :hug:

 

[Petal]

welcome to the forum

 

[Anime-Zodiac]

Welcome to the forums.

 

[snowraven]

Welcome to the forum and I hope you find what you are looking for. If it's someone to talk to who won't be judgemental you've come to the right place. If it's somewhere that people are more likely to undestand where you are coming from, you're again in the right place. It's so easy to become isolated and too many of us are in the same situation. Contact me anytime if you want to chat or moan or get high and ramble on or whatever. I'm usually about and if I'm not I'll always get back to you. Best of luck.S.:smoke::smile:

 

[~Tosh~]

welcome to sf im usually around most of the time feel free to pm me :hug:

 

[gentlelady]

:welcome: to the forum. I am sorry you have found yourself in this vast ocean of despair. Hopefully we can help you to dig your way out and perhaps make a friend or two. You do not have to be alone. :hug:

 

[fromthatshow]

Hope you can make some friends here
:welcome:

 

[lonelymortal]

Thanks to everyone for your kindness. To make a long story short, years of abuse, bullying, rejection, loneliness, isolation, resentment and paranoia have taken their toll on me. I've been reading a lot on this forum and it's comforting to know how many people out there have also gone through some hard times. I won't hesitate to PM or chat with someone if i'm feeling up to it. ^^