Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Buggsy2008, Jan 26, 2009.

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  1. Buggsy2008

    Buggsy2008 Well-Known Member

    ...erm, i'm not quite sure what to say here. I've never really been good at talking.. that's part of the problem I think. Ok here goes....

    I'm a 20 year old girl, still living at home (for now, big part of problem). I've self harmed since I was about 13/14 and when my mother found out she laughed in my face and said I was attention seeking... so as you may have guessed i have no support there. I've had the self harming under control for a while now, have only 'relapsed' once or twice. . . recently I find myself getting close to that again and it scares me. I don't like the person I became when I got like that.

    I have attempted suicide twice, when i was 15 and 16. When I was 17 I almost attempted it again but was 'stopped' by a very well timed phone call from a friend. Since all the bad thoughts and feelings have been building up I have been having more and more suicidal thoughts. Let me just say that I DON'T want to die... but I can't see a way of living like this anymore.

    So yeah, that's me. There's a whole lot more to my story but I think that's enough for an introduction. Gives you an idea of why i'm here in the first place.
  2. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    Hi, you sound a lot like me. Welcome to the forum. :hug:
  3. Synesthetic Soul

    Synesthetic Soul Well-Known Member

    Aw. That sounds harsh. Welcome and be sure to reach out before you try something. We're here for you.
  4. Buggsy2008

    Buggsy2008 Well-Known Member

    Thanks for the welcomes. . . i'm not so good at reaching out to people, I find it hard. But I will try. :smile:
  5. Leiaha

    Leiaha Well-Known Member

    Welcome to sf Buggsy :welcome:

    I hope you find the support you need to carry on here :)

    Lea :hug:
  6. mdmefontaine

    mdmefontaine Antiquities Friend

    hi. i am glad you reached out to us, sweetie. i have two daughters, (teen and a pre-teen) and i can't imagine laughing and saying they were 'attention-seeking' if they had a problem! poor you.

    it is so positive that you are trying not to harm yourself, and that you reached out to s.f. there are a lot of caring people here, and we all understand how it feels to not know HOW to keep living in our situations.

    i care what happens to you. . keep in touch here. :hug:
  7. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    Hiya, Buggsy! Welcome to SF!

    I'm sure that as you meet more people and make friends here, you will start to open up a little more. I hope that you find the support you are seeking here!


  8. Buggsy2008

    Buggsy2008 Well-Known Member

    Thanks, i hope i do too.

    Im also quite a good listener so if anyone wants to talk feel free to add me to msn x
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Welcome to SF sweetie :arms:
  10. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forums.
  11. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum Buggsy. :hug:
  12. Buggsy2008

    Buggsy2008 Well-Known Member

  13. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Hi Buggsy,

    Welcome to SF honey. I know it's hard to reach out but you have made your 1st post & that's often the hardest & most daunting.

    Here if you need to talk. :hug:

    Take care, Claire xx
  14. crookxshanks

    crookxshanks Well-Known Member

    sorry its a bit belated... but welcome x
  15. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Hi and welcome to sf :hug:
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