Hi. I'm not too good on introductions. you can call me mandarine (i like that fruit). I'm 20 years old and i've been suffering from depression since I was 12. I think that compared to then i've gotten better. I tried my first suicide attempt at that age and ever since i've been trying to figure out my depression(Dysthymia) and what things makes me feel better. I'm the reason why i'm studying to become a clinical psychologist. I might even go for the full 12 years and become a psychiatrist, but college is really hard. At first I wanted to be a vet, but i'm happy with what i've chosen. So please take of care me. By that I mean if you see me post a suicide plan, any reply, even just a smilie, will help me a lot. I hope my time here will help me in some way:smile:.