Hello to everyone. I am from Russia, I live in Moscow and I am 33. I have a successful internet business and a really loving gf. And a totally pointless life. I have had depression since I was 14 and I was in and out so many times. Pills, falling in love, abandoned etc etc. Sometimes I had a feeling I was a normal person and this cup was taken away from me, but then later I would again realize I was mistaken. So... I am here now. Thought I'd find some peace here. Thank you all.