hi
how are everybody??hope all okay
im not new here...but i never introduce myself..donno why...so ill do it now:
im a girl...22 years old...studying pharmacy tec. at canadian college and this is my 4th year on it...im sorry i'll not say my name or from where im from for privacy...hope you all understand why im doing that...but i have to...
I love net..watch tv...& listen to music..and kinda in love with clothes, high heels & excessory.
Im here cos im depressed & have suicide thought...Im trying to die since I was 14 or before & think of it every single day & was depressed in whole my life.However, I never done it seriously cos of fear of pain...anyway, im thinking more seriously now adays...
I never go to shrink or any other kind of Dr's & never took any medication & nobody in the world know that im depressed or what im thinking of...anyway im kinda person who is positive & always try to cheer myself up...im not that bad...
Im depressed cos my family dont understand me & they are wiered...I never ever had friends in my life...I never had bf/gf...Im so much ugly,stupid,failure & have weak personality...Im the most hated in the world & I donno why...plus when I was child I was poor & beating alot & I lost my childhood cos I was always angry...had so much people makeing fun of me & disrespect & called wiered alot...and I fall in love from one side......& now im isolated completly from the world...in 4 walls...everybody hate me...im so rejected...
my wish is to be normal & live normal live
Im here cos I waould love to make friends & my goal is to suport each other as one sweet family
PS:Im so sensitve person...so please be gentle with me...
You can ask me any Questions...you can ask...Ill try to answer them all
how are everybody??hope all okay
im not new here...but i never introduce myself..donno why...so ill do it now:
im a girl...22 years old...studying pharmacy tec. at canadian college and this is my 4th year on it...im sorry i'll not say my name or from where im from for privacy...hope you all understand why im doing that...but i have to...
I love net..watch tv...& listen to music..and kinda in love with clothes, high heels & excessory.
Im here cos im depressed & have suicide thought...Im trying to die since I was 14 or before & think of it every single day & was depressed in whole my life.However, I never done it seriously cos of fear of pain...anyway, im thinking more seriously now adays...
I never go to shrink or any other kind of Dr's & never took any medication & nobody in the world know that im depressed or what im thinking of...anyway im kinda person who is positive & always try to cheer myself up...im not that bad...
Im depressed cos my family dont understand me & they are wiered...I never ever had friends in my life...I never had bf/gf...Im so much ugly,stupid,failure & have weak personality...Im the most hated in the world & I donno why...plus when I was child I was poor & beating alot & I lost my childhood cos I was always angry...had so much people makeing fun of me & disrespect & called wiered alot...and I fall in love from one side......& now im isolated completly from the world...in 4 walls...everybody hate me...im so rejected...
my wish is to be normal & live normal live
Im here cos I waould love to make friends & my goal is to suport each other as one sweet family
PS:Im so sensitve person...so please be gentle with me...
You can ask me any Questions...you can ask...Ill try to answer them all