Hi everyone, My name is Mark. I'm diagnosed with social anxiety, and I've battled with rage and suicidal thoughts for about 4 years. Fortunately for me, it's been a lot of mentality but no action to end my life. I see a therapist once a week to cope with all my negative thoughts. The pain was most difficult last year during my first year in the college dorms and meeting a whole lot of... unpleasant people. I know what it's like to be on the brink of suicide, and I'm always afraid that the feeling will come back. I joined this forum in order to help out others deal with their issues as well as learn to better cope with my own problems. Hope my intro didn't totally bore you!