Heya I'm new here. Been reading posts for a few days and figured maybe this kind of place might be somewhere that helps when i'm feeling like this. Been self harming since i was ten, because shit happens, and ony went into therapy when i was 15. Since then, the last year or so i've had some pretty nasty downs, including suicide attempts, and i'm back there now. Feeling lower than i ever remember and i dont know how to cope. I wake up and i feel so low and lifeless, and each day that feeling gets worse. Everything inside right now is so dark. I'm waiting on an emergency psych appointment, but that aint coming through at the moment. So yeah, i'm here, in a hope that maybe i can somehow pull through this.