Im not sure how to do this. I mean how do i talk to people that I dont know and give them my story. I am on a short road to recovery although everytime I think I am getting better I seem to get worse. I am a young mother and a young wife, sometimes I dont see the light at the end of the tunnel and I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do. Somedays are better than others and those are the days I look forward to. I went and got help when I felt like I would never get better. It just seems like the help only helps for so long befor my mind starts racing again and the thought of ending my life start up again. I should be happy with my life, I have a loving devoted husband and a beautiful little girl to take care of and sometimes I just dont know what to do. My moods go up high and down low and right now I am on a high point in my mood pattern but what i have come to realize is that there is always a low waiting for me and I dont want to go there anymore. I want to be better but still I cant see the light at the end of the tunnel.